Disillusionment? It seemed everyone there was very naïve and optimistic. Grungy teens that had read a few philosophy/politics books. There was one very impressive guy there, a christian anarchist pacifist – probably the only christian there.

I googled "christian anarchist pacifist" just now and found this very sensible article, which answers your question, and explains better than I could what we were thinking, and what I came to think.

https://geezmagazine.org/magazine/article/a-dash-of-cold-wat...